In memory of Mike

Don't think of him as gone away-
his journey's just begun
life holds so many facets-
this earth is only one.

Just think of him as resting
from sorrows and the tears
in a place of warmth and comfort
where there are no days and years.

Think how he must be wishing
that we could know today
how nothing but our sadness
can really pass away.

Think of him as living
in the hearts of those he touched...
for nothing loved is ever lost-
and he was loved so much.


It's been 4 years and counting since we didn't say goodbye. I keep hoping that I'll see you when I close my eyes at night. It's been years since you have visited or talked to me in my dreams. I'm scared I might forget you. I don't want you to leave. I miss you, oh so much. I think of you everyday and I try to tell the kids often how very great you are. I have a hard time understanding why you had to leave. I wish I could go back in time and tell you not to go. We could of had some breakfast and played outside in the snow. Ayelen must of known you were leaving us that day because she begged me to go see you, but I didn't want us to be in your way. I wish we would have both been able to tell you how we feel. I love you Mike, I miss you and I know I always will. I know one day you'll greet me at Heavens doors with arms open wide. Even here on Earth you were an Angel and you're safe at home tonight

I'm available

I am available to more good then I have ever experienced, realized or imagined before. I embrace love, health and money. I am a magnet of all things good and pure. I'm surrounded by love and loved one. I am happy in my own skin. I am beautiful. I see my beauty radiating from the inside out. I have great love for myself. Love that has made me whole. I'm now able to give more of myself to others. All is right in the world today. I am happiness. Peace.


Every mistake I have made up until now has been a steping stone to the person I am today. And to become the person I want to be there will be more long the way. I'm excited to learn and grow from the choices I will make. Because in my life book there's no longer things I regret.